" Sejahat-jahat manusia pun Tuhan terima taubatnya. Siapa awak untuk menghukum kesalahan lepas dia? Bukan awak tentukan syurga/neraka seseorang. "
back to the words in the heading there. why am i highlighting those words? hurm...that is the story that i wanted to share.
masih ingatkan lagik dengan kata-kata pujangga dari sebuah novel... 'Setia Hujung Nyawa'...?
" Tiada orang jahat yang tidak mempunyai masa depan, dan tiada orang alim yang tidak mempunyai masa lampau. "
cerita aku bermula dari benda-benda macam tok lah. mana nak suka judge orang ya...pandai-pandai sendiriklah nak? kita manusia tok kan bukan semuanya sempurna. ada nok sempurna di mata kita, ya hanya luaran. dalamannya...nauzubillah. ada nok sik berapa nak sempurna di mata kita ya, tapi dalaman mashaAllah. cantik. bahkan lebih cantik dari seorang puteri. *cewah...melebeh!* ada juak nok luar dan dalam nya sik sempurna. so, kita sik boleh lah nak judge orang ya berdasarkan apa nok kita nampak dari mata kasar jak.
" You only know my name, but you don't know my story..."
hamboihh...speaking! ahaha. tapi benar lah. kita tok kebanyakkan nya jadi penauk jak lebeh. tapi...HAMPEH! kita tauk nama orang ya. kita tauk olah nya gney. tapi ya kan semua dari luaran? kita sik pernah dan belom pun pernah jadi kawan kepada orang ya tek, kita dah ngekot-ngekot sekali nak nganok nya lah. nak molah cerita pasal nya lah. come on...kita hanya tauk pasal nya dari mulut orang. kita sik tauk apa cerita nya sebenar. we don't even fit in their shoes so why bother to talk bout them? kan?
benda tok...bukan hanya ditujukan buat orang lain kat luar nun or even buat sesapa jak nok TERBACA blog tok. tok pun sama juak makey peringatan aku sendirik. aku pun selalu juak nak judge orang sukahati aku. just at this point, aku rasa macam unfair. yala...there's some that easily fell to their friends' talking. demi kawan, sanggup polah apa jak. walaupun terpaksa molah benda nok sik sepatutnya. macam mengumpat, nganok orang, fitnah orang, gossiping. kan? mun mok gilak jadi wartawan...apply la courses that can lead you to be a good and respectful reporters. bukan dengan cakap semborono jak. that is FITNAH! tauk kan yang dosa fitnah ya lebeh besar gik dari dosa membunuh? and that is why i don't give a damn to those who try to get me into this kind of conversations. gossip is the number one cause to fitnah. seriously!
hurm...mun dapat...iboh lah carik kawan nok suka percaya ngan gosip-gosip tok semua. kelak kita nok menyesal kelak. koz dah cakap benda nok bukan-bukan. Alhamdulillah...aku boleh lah kiranya mengawal dirik aku now. and aku ambik jalan berdiam dirik jak. being single and not mingling around is totally not a loner. it might seems to be a lone ranger. but i am not alone. i still have everyone that care bout me. that will love me unconditionally. they are my FAMILY. boleh dikatakan bila aku dah berenti bergosip, duduk ngan orang-orang nok suka begosip tok, aku rasa macam dunia aku dah makin aman. tenteram. and there's no anxious feeling. you know when you want to get to know something in deeper, you just can't stop yourself from asking everyone about it. does that make you look like a reporter? paparazzi perhaps? hurm...and plus...i do realize that having lots and tonnes of friend just bring me headache. cause i have to settle them all. what they wants? what they need? hurm...being single, i don't have to mingle. just keep my ass back home and relax. doing things that i loved. and thus, i have a better and quality time with my family. i have no regrets of being single and can say alone.
so, thats it. i think, it's enough for today. will be back some other time!